Happy
New Year wor~~ So fast another year had gone.. Guess it's time to
reflect and forget all the unwanted memories ba.. Start to plan for the
year ahead and hope that this new year will be a better one than the
last..
Reflections
Year 2005 was really a tough
year for me.. but i managed to struggle through it.. From volleyball to
studies.. Guess i really did spent alot of my time on volleyball..
because of that, i realised that i had lost alot of things as well..
like the times with my friends and my studies.. i didnt regret joining
volleyball coz it's really a wonderful experience for me.. i knew alot
of great friends and will definitely cherish these friendships..
however, i regret neglecting my studies.. remember the times where i
came home from training and gave myself lots of crap reasons not to do
the tutorials.. i seriously dislike the past me.. even after the
competition, i still didnt put efforts into my studies to make it
right.. was really a failure! played with the com, watch tv, eat and
sleep.. always tell myself that i still have time.. finally the prelims
came and my results were like shit.. thought that i would buck up for
my 'A'.. i didnt! now, i'm starting to to regret it.. at the same time,
i'm afraid that i cant make it to university.. i tried to think
positive.. but somehow i cant help it.. every night when i lie on the
bed and cant get to sleep, my mind went back to the scene of the
exams.. Looks like the answers i gave in my physics paper are all like
crap.. but no matter how bad, i promised myself that IF
i really cannot make it (touch wood), i will work harder than this year
even if i have to be a private student.. nobody hopes to be a repeat
student ba.. neither do i.. so my new year wish is "Hope I will pass my
'A'levels and move on to university ". May my wish come true!
Posted at 9:06:35 pm by
foongyee
